kesel (?)

di blog gua yg satu lagi, gua nulis kebahagiaan gua karna gua ga ada pengganggu lg, yaa meskipun harusnya gua malu karna yg ngalah itu ade kelas ._.V
tp skrg, dia udh keluar, emng ga ada pengganggu, tp intinya gua sama ade kelas gua sama2 ga dapet. pokoknya gua keseeeeeeeel bgt. =='

pengeeennn deh.
terserah deuh. gua mau jadi astronot, mau kagak yg penting bisa ke luar angkasa.. AAAHHHH....... gua kesel tiap ada yg bilang "astronot cwek blm ada yg ke bulan" -,-

Nama Tokoh Gundam Seed Destiny

- Athrun Zala
- Auel Neider
- Andrew Waltfeld
- Arthur Trine
- Cagalli Yula Athha
- Captain Todaka
- Dearka Elthman
- Gilbert Dullindal
- Heine Westenfluss
- Herbert Von Reinhardt
- Hilda Harken
- Ian Lee
- Kira Yamato
- Lacus Clyne
- Ledonir Kisaka
- Lord Djibril
- Lunamaria Hawke
- Mars Simeon
- Mayu Asuka
- Meer Campbell
- Meyrin Hawke
- Miriallia Haw
- Murrue Ramius
- Madd Aves
- Neo Roanoke
- Reverend Malchio
- Rey Za Burrel
- Shinn Asuka
- Shiho Hahnenfuss
- Stellar Loussier
- Sting Oakley
- Talia Gladys
- Tori and Haro
- Unato Ema Seiran
- Vino Dupre
- Yolant Kent
- Yuna Roma Seiran
- Yzak Jule

That Should Be Me

Ouuuuuuu
ouuuuuuuu
Everybody’s laughing in my mind,
Rumors spreading ’bout this other guy,
Do you do what you did when you
did with me?
Does he love you the way I can?
Did you forget all the plans
that you made with me?
’cause baby I didn’t!
That should be me,
Holdin’ your hand,
That should be me
Makin’ you laugh,
That should be me,
This is so sad,
That should be me,
That should be me,
That should be me,
Feelin’ your kiss,
That should be me,
Buyin’ you gifts,
This is so wrong,
I can’t go on,
Till you believe that,
That should be me
Ouuuuuuu
ouuuuuuuu
That should be me,
Yeah,
You said you needed a little time
For my mistakes,
It’s funny how you used that time
To have me replaced,
Did you think that I wouldn’t see you out at the movies
Whatcha doin’ to me,
You’re takin’ him where we used to go,
Now if you’re tryin’ to break my heart,
It’s working ’cause you know that,…
Chorus:
That should be me,
Holdin’ your hand,
That should be me,
Makin’ you laugh,
That should be me,
This is so sad,
That should be me,
That should be me,
That should be me,
Feelin’ your kiss,
That should be me ,
Buyin’ you gifts,
This is so wrong,
I can’t go on,
Till you believe that,
That should be me
I need to know should I fight
For our love for this long
It’s getting harder to shield
This pain in my heart!!!
Chorus:
That should be me,
Holdin’ your hand,
That should be me,
Makin’ you laugh,
That should be me,
This is so sad,
That should be me,
That should be me,
That should be me,
Feelin’ your kiss,
That should be me,
Buyin’ you gifts,
This is so wrong,
I can’t go on,
Till you believe that,
That should be me,
Holding your hand,
That should be me,
Oh i makin you laugh, oh Baby,
That should be me,
(that should be me givin you flowers)
That should be me,
Talking by hours,that should be me, that should be me,
that should be me
Never should’ve let you go,!
I never should’ve let you go,!
That should be me!! <3
Never should’ve let you go
That should be me!!<3

dari dulu gua tuh bingung, gua suka sama siapa..
tadinya siih yg bner2 gua suka ada 3 :
- ******
- *****
- *****
haha.. rahasia dong..
yg bkin bingung, kalo yg pertama, dia tuh udh ada yg punya, dr pada gua skit atau cemburu mulu yaa gua ganti lagi ._.
yg kedua, dia masa lalu gua, tadinya gua deket sama dia gr2 film He's Beautiful, tp skrg udh engga, ya udah.
trus yg ketiga, gua lg falling in love sama dia, tp skrg dia udh pergi, gua ga bisa liat dia lg secara lngsng kecuali gua liat fotonya dia..
persamaan dr 3 org td, semuanya kls 9..
haha.. kalo kata tmn gua mah 'Ulya suka sama yg tua' -_-
hahahaa...

dia pergi..

18.12.2011
ya.
itulah hari terakhir gua ngeliat dia secara langsung.
di hari itu..
New Concept, tempat gua les, tempat dimana gua mulai suka sama dia, dan gua bisa ngelupain 2 orang yg gua sayang di UQ, tapi semuanya bertepuk sebelah tangan..
yahh... karna dialah, gua bisa ngelupain 2 orang yg di UQ itu..
dia hari itu seluruh siswa New Concept ujian kenaikan level.
kejadiannya gini...
gua ga tau kenapa, gua bukan berdoa, tapi yg gua rasain pas natap dia,, ini kayak terakhir gua ngeliat dia secara langsung,, dan itu terjadi.
pas les hari jum'at, tanggal 23.12.2011..
ketika masuk kelas, gua ngerasa suasananya sepi bgt.
emang, di kelas cuma ada 3 orang, dan gua jadi 4.
pas dateng, *lupa siapa yg bilang* bilang gini, "Ul, si ***** keluar"
gilaa.. nyesek bgt,, yahh maklum siih, karna pas gua nanya sendiri ke orangnya, dia bilang karna mau UN, tp kenapa dia keluar pd saat gua lg suka sama dia, gua mau ngelupain semua yg di UQ, haah....
yaa kalau mau di ambil positifnya, mungkin dia bukan yg terbaik buat gua..
karna emang gua belum terlalu kenal sama dia, yg gua tau dia paling pendiem di kelas, tp pinter.
soalnya dia masuk kelas akselerasi.
ya.
jadi dia harusnya kelas 8, sama kayak gua.
tp karna dia cerdas, msk kelas akselerasi, dia jadi kelas 9.
sebelum itu, semua foto dia ilang, gara2 si hanif, tp.. ya udahlah, dia ga tanggung jawab, ga minta maaf, whatever!
mungkin ini udh takdir, jd mau diapain lagi?
lagian gua bukan pacarnya dia, ga ada hak ngelarang dia supaya ga jadi keluar. -_-
udah deeh sampe situ aja :)
gaje yaa :P

yg pasti ini bukan yg pertama gua di blogger, tp ke2.
masih ada blog gua yg lain, tp itu private, semua yg gua tulis di sana ga ada yg tau.
jd kalo mau tau gua sebenernya suka sama siapa, liat aja blog gua.
tp ga ada yg tau, cuma gua yg tau. haha.. (?)